I'm shutting down..

I think it's about time I admit that I won't be needing you anymore.. not in the foreseeable future anyway. I feel that I finally have a more realistic outlet to express my views and virtues to the world.. by taking things in my own hands and doing or saying as I have always meant to. We've come a long way since the days when I was without an outlet for expression, and you have served me well. But what triggered this was when I met an old friend after years of silence and there was nothing new that I could tell her about me because you had told her everything.. everything that I have written in you. That's definitely not what this is for. So fare thee well my dear blog.. for now.

House

Ok I am just SO IN LOVE with House!! Ok not House the star of the show.. but the show itself! It really has the ability to make you feel as if you know enough to save a person now! And after a few random episodes, I even know enough medical terms to understand them! Isn't that fantastic?

But sadly I just watched the season finale of one of the seasons (duh! guess that's why i'm not a doctor eh) and it was SO sad. Amber dies and House has suffered a brain hyperactivity or something! I mean, I was actually close to tears here, and I didn't even know who the heck this Amber was at the start of this episode! That's what this show can do to you man.. I mean you have to get past the med terms ( SO getting it), past the injustice that you might/might not feel cause it's like House picks who he wants to save, past the fact that House is practically playing God with these patients' lives.. and you'll see the big fat picture:

This is a show that is both entertaining AND educational.

Everytime I finish a House episode, I get out of the couch with my head swelling full of med terms. I mean seriously, who knew that simple flu pills which contains proteins could get you killed if you got into an accident and all your vital organs failed cause you can't do a dialysis to flush the poison out? Cause it's proteins, not drugs?

MAN. Pass me something/someone to save right now. I can feel the power of healing in my bones.. get me a fly. No swat it first so I can save it. Crud, you smashed it. What can I possibly do with fly juice?? Get it into the ICU! Do an MRI!!

I'm SO getting it.

OK I was SOOOO tempted to start my blog with a big huge SIGH but I realise being such an infrequent blogger, I'm warranted to at least entertain a little instead of spinning anyone kind enough to read her off to more misery right?

So anyway, to cheer you up lets look at my wonderful life! Here's what's happened over the last 24 hours:

- I have my papers in front of me, only 16 days left till exams and yet here I am blogging, procrastinating, being an idiot.

- I have so much carbs and junk food pumped into me that I'm tired ALL THE TIME. Omg I'm craving for one of my mom's tasteless but healthy home cooked meals!!

- I've resumed blogging and yet no one reads it!! Then again can you blame them, I've been neglecting it for so many months..

- Everything hurts/itches! Back aches, shoulder itches.. you name it.

- I just want to break free and scream " To HELL with exams!!" If only my dad was as rich as The Trump, then I wouldn't have any pressure graduating on time.. heck I could be in uni till I'm 40 and he probably wouldn't care.

- I feel like saying all kinds of blasphemious profanity, and here I am ranting in plain English. SIGH....

There I go scratching again..

You know, it's times like this that makes me feel, you know what, what's the point. You're going to end up on the streets anyway. You're not --insert any trait here-- anyway.. what's the point of trying.

I need some retail therapy. It's been 2 weeks, I've been good. I NEED to go see some bright lit places with things nicely arranged, smelling freshly new. I don't need to own them, I just like to see.. watch the lucky ppl earning AUD walking around with large shopping bags.. wonder to myself if I would ever be in that kind of financial position.. remember my academic record and think "No way!"..



GREAT. This is the first time I've ever talked myself out of a shopping trip craving.





Nothing works anymore.